Smiling As the Shit Comes Down- Day

I am actually really happy today. Thank God I only have to look to this day. Everything I want and need is offered to me today.

Every situation is exactly what I need to awaken.

I had to remember this.
We had a udge leak in the sealing and it was dripping everywhere and the sealing came down in one place.
I was disappointed with my husband too.
All just for a moment.
Isn't any expectation towards another pure bullshit? It's always based on the past. It is being "McDreamy" and has absolutely nothing to do with now or who my brother is in truth or what is real in this moment.

Teleportation is being offered me. A whole new continuum. Why would I want to hold on to this one?-old, stinky and rotten?

My latest "painting":
I so much enjoy this now.




Thank you. Mean it.

Journey Home

I am so so so exited!
First: I do not have to write, I can just post my art, because thats what I really LIKE doing. I was a bit struggling the last months with writing anything that would be worth mentioning at all. The truth is: I am mostly bored with myself. At least the moment I am supposed to put it into words, I feel completely fake, like doubly fake since I am a born fakeism.
Second: I am in need of a miracle--NOW. I am totally depended on this moment of grace. I want to leave this world forever and jet I find myself justifying. Here on this blog, in the morning when i got up and thought I have to brush my teeth and when I look out and see anything with my bodies eyes. HELP!
One thing for sure: I LOVE YOU!
I am exited, because I am expecting the biggest quantum leap ever to happen- NOW.
So, here is my latest creation:

This is all I have to say...

I had the most incredible day in light. - You are so dear to me and I am so grateful that you are considering the reality of God more valuable then what you see.

Lately I find it difficult to formulate anything in words. Painting seems so much easier to me. So this is all I have to say:
















"I suspect that we are not the light of consciousness in a dead universe, but the local darkness in a universe of light."
Thaddeus Golas

Little Speck

Michael just send this to me and I'd like to share it:


"Radical truth means you've got to take the mask off everything and be willing to see it for what it is, and now handle it from the viewpoint of emotional honesty. There is a big massive payoff in ego positions or you wouldn't be sitting here in a body today. The fact that one is back here in a body again means that one has sold out spiritual truth for the gratifications of the ego over and over again.

But in this lifetime it's coming up to be questioned. Is the experience of the Presence of God worth sacrificing all that you get out of your ego? The answer can only be arrived at via faith. Experientially no; nothing in your experience tells you that giving up the pleasure of resentments and hatreds and the satisfactions of winning is worth it. It takes the teachings of a great teacher who has been through it to tell you that the experience of God is beyond all description, beyond all the pleasure and values and aquisitions emotionally and materially, which are like a speck compared to the Presence of God. Therefore you have to sacrifice the familiar."
From the Dr. David Hawkins Lecture of February 2002 lecture

Just today, especially today. Give up the familiar. Question every value here.
There is nothing to fear.

I love that it always seems only a leap of faith. There is no way I could get it right here and I am constantly missing it. ( See image )My good intention never helped me.
I am saved by pure grace. Thats basically it.-I think:) ha-ha.
Oh: "There is nothing to fear."

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Hope you'll come. I'd love to see your face.



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