Huh?

Being awake is being your self as god created you. It has NOTHING to do what you are thinking about yourself now, or remembered or anticipated. It is merely a recognition, NOT a process in time.
A friend called me the yesterday saying that there are still things that he desires in this world. He can't live without sex or affection.
Neither do I-I just want more...Being with God is pure intimacy and the joy that I experience is so beyond any imagination. Finally I began to realize that I have only ONE relationship and that is with God. As soon as I knew that, all relationships became a reflection of this ONE relationship. And it has zero to do with bodies.

I had to chuckle a bit, because everyone seems to think a "spiritual life" will demand sacrifices. And I remember having these thoughts myself.

Wanting to be with God only needs one single decision and my dedication to it in any situation. I NEED do nothing. Everything from then on is an UNlearning or an UNdoing. Because I am already. Nothing needs to be changed. Everything that I need is given me. Without demanding what that will look like tomorrow.


That is my freedom and yours.
I love you so very much, Lily.